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| i'm finally getting rid of this piece of shit xanga.
my new one is at www.xanga.com/lik3n00th3r
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| fuck another nightmare.iono..i saw another one before i fell asleep..but fuck..i dont want this to come true..
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i was in this big house with alot of people. jing was acting like a lil kid sayign things like "i smell green" so i didnt pay much attenion to her. she had some problem on her min and couldnt say it, etc. a few days later..she called me up on the phone, said she had some bad news to tell me..she gets to my front door with a dark haired girl and dark haired guy.. I put on some pants so im not so naked, and i go outside....she told me she had threesome sex..and i started crying..
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| lately things are going up and down..things are good withthe rest of the world, but with women its the pits,course there are some that are making it easier to bear with me..I shouldnt name names to single anyone out, but THANK YOU everyone that have been by my side(you should know who you are). Other then that..one of my friends became a whore, and tried to justify it as 'no ones perfect'. I don't know what to do now. | | |
| I hate myself. No matter how long I've been doing this, no matter how
smart or how great of a person I am physically and internally, it all
adds up to SHIT. THANKS ALOT WORLD. FUCK YOU!
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| last night i dreamed of hell. there was three stages..kind of like
three storie meld into one. There was other guys with me, no girls, and
I dont remember what they looked like.
first setting it was night, and we went into a persons house to search
for something. I don't know what it was we wanted. Finally, we all go
into a small room, suddenly two hands come out the walls and pulls one
of my buddies away screaming, and the person that lives there suddenly
changed. We became locked in the house..(here my memory goes blank)
second setting was in a park(i think). we were also searching for
something, and it was daytime. suddenly we realize the sunlight was
fake, then the trees start moving, and these weird creatures overflood
the area..(here my memory goes blank.
last setting was at an old lady's house in the daytime. we were
searching, when we found this door that led to an underground room..we
opened it. a spearlike hand comes out and spears the life out of my
companion, then pulls the body back into the hole. the old lady changes
and cackles. the rest of us.. i think theres only 4 of us left, ran to
the garage, ran back up to the next room on the left, threw a chair,
broke the window, and ran to the car. It was an old red car..these
flying batlike people are suddenly perched everywhere on the
surrounding houses, and standing in front of streets, sealing them off.
I remember that if you watch them and you see this yellow saclike
thing, some disgusting transformation happens to you..so now we are
down to 3 guys. At one point i tried to floor and and run over the guy
thats blocking the street, i ducked my head, and i didnt feel any
impact. I looked up and i saw him just smiling at me..the car did not
budge at all. So we reversed(i was driver) and tried to find another
exit. Realizing escape isnt possible, we stopped the car and got out.
The head demon thing goes, 'oh, you're anemic'. I screamed, 'you can't
lay your hands on me, only God can touch me' along with the remaining
guys, we get pissed, then we grabbed those things and were throwing
them around like toys..but they wouldnt die. The scene fades out, and
then suddenly I'm back in that house again. The lady is gone, but
theres a little(12 yrs old maybe) black haired girl that said to me,'i
wish i could help you,but theres no hope. this is against policy..you
will now be taken to the fourth level..i really hope you make it out of
there..'. I black out, and wake up to this jarlike thing. everything is
dark, but the floor is fiery red with some kind of symbol engraved on
it.
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